8/29/25
I can trust you to exist momentarily through your presence,
but that’s not enough for me to remain permanently present with you.
I need people who are present in their existence…
Those are the ones who can be granted deeper access to me.
If you are existing momentarily through your presence,
there’s no need for me to account for you full-time…
There’s no need for me to make more than just those moments…
I have to be in the acceptance of the way you choose to be fragmented…
However, I don’t have to accept, embrace, or honor it as my standard because at this point in my life, it is not.
As I strive to be in oneness, I can’t remain in reducive situations, connections, or ways of being.
It’s not only contradictory but conflicting to the ways I am growing and expanding…
And I can’t be sorry for that …
I can’t be ashamed of that…
It’s my truth, and I owe it to myself to be in my truth unwavering.
This isn’t negotiable.
“It is what it is”.
Just like people say “I Am Who I Am” to take accountability away for choosing to not evolve beyond that point…
Well, “I Am Who I Am” and fully accountable in that.
And yes, I too choose to be this way, except that this is who I truly am at my core.
I can’t change my soul…
That’s fixed.
Perception matters, right?
I suppose people who are in those states of stagnancy would like to believe they are being who they are at the core of their being, because the way they choose to be is all they know…
Not realizing there is so much truth lacking in their current state.
-Sunset🌻