Tag: DivineFeminine

Introspection With A Setter: The New Way Of Sensing

July 31st, 2026

Date: 7/10/26
Hello Fellow Setters,
Have you ever felt so repressed? And no, not in that way to those whose minds went straight to the gutter, ha. No, but really… Have you? Like there’s soo much burning… yearning to be expressed in some form through you, yet you struggle with fulfilling the need? And it’s not like you haven’t taken steps towards doing so in whatever ways that may be… You just can’t seem to find your swing… like you’re barely scratching the surface.

I know for me, I’ve been in this loop for a while. I go through many moments of being and choosing to be intentional in surrender. I am in one of those spaces right now, actually. I felt called to do so weeks back, and it’s been eye-opening. I knew I was making room for my spiritual team to take up space in my life for the purpose of bringing forth the “impossible” without my interference or anyone else’s, for that matter. I’ve come to realize that my mind, as majestic as it is, was getting in the way of the flow of this surrender… as well as so many other things like the releasing of this repressed energy. Now, as we know, there are levels to everything, but pulling back this layer about my mind being my biggest hurdle right now felt like a “coming-of-age” moment.

I am an intense feeler, and I tend to use my mind to process and make sense of those feelings. My mind, however, doesn’t stop computing once it gets activated. As overwhelming and depleting as that could be, it’s truly fascinating to experience and to witness how my mind can explore in a multitude of ways with very few constraints. Even so, in this chapter of my life, I am being required to go beyond my default and to just feel… “to float and not try to swim”. I never realized how challenging it is for me to just feel without judging and deciphering those feelings. Is it normal… or rather common to feel energies, impulses, desires … etc., etc., without scooping the scene? Cause if so, that’s never been a thing for me. However, I am putting forth great effort to extend myself beyond my comfort zone. Allowing myself to move away from the mind (I have to keep reminding my mind it’s on break ) and into my heart, spirit, and soul. Anticipating that that choice will lead to my mind being in total harmony with my heart, spirit, and soul. And yes, there is a reason why I keep writing heart, spirit, and soul in that order, and I’ll be sure to return to that at a later time.

If I am to flow, my mind can’t be telling me or being from a different state than the core 3. Integration requires equilibrium from every part of us. So I have to allow my mind to come into the senses of the H-S-S.

Naturally, my mind overrides what H-S-S tells me and shows me. And the funny thing about that is it leads to inaction for me… then something occurs and reminds me why I should… or rather why I need to follow those feelings from H-S-S. There’s intelligence and wisdom that exists within them that surpasses the mind’s ability to conceive on its own, which is by design. So I know that overall, there can only be room for the joint effort of the four. H-S-S doesn’t negate the mind, but when the mind takes over, it negates H-S-S. I know it’s never purposely, of course, but that’s the mind’s default. The mind has to be trained and disciplined to surrender to H-S-S; it isn’t within its nature to do so organically. Remember, the mind without the roots of core 3 is the ego’s territory. For me to be in the trust and faith of what I know, the core 3 has to take the lead… giving into where knowingness resides, and not the place of interpretations/deciphering of said knowingness (no shade to the mind). This is easier said than done, but I know I can do it. I shed a huge amount of the unintegrated parts of ego (still more to go) and integrated it with my spirit, so this level of transmutation and alchemy is on the lighter end… still intense and heavy, but lighter. So here’s to the new way of sensing.

**For clarity’s sake, my spiritual team encompasses the Divine Mother, the Divine Father, My Ancestors, Spiritual Guides, Guardian Angels, The Universe, Source, and Higher Versions of Self. I know that’s a mouthful, but this is in case any of you are curious about the team I am referencing and will be referring to in future posts.**

-Sunset🌻
The Dark Night Of The Soul Feels Like… pt.1

November 1st, 2025

Date: 10/11/22 Time: 11:43 am
Drained. I feel like huge boulders are sitting on top of me. And all I can do is just be… be completely present with all the heaviness and stay as still as possible. Not knowing when these boulders will be lifted… but knowing if I keep fighting them and resisting the weight … they will crush me.

-Sunset🌻
The Great Release: A Soliloquy From The Heart 3/13/24

October 19th, 2025

‘ I knew that if I couldn’t connect to you on this plane, I couldn’t have you in our connection on this plane. My love and my care for you felt too strong to allow things to fall away. Yet, I knew if I didn’t allow things to be in the way they needed to be, then I would lose sight of myself. Loving you made me want to “keep up,” but I knew I couldn’t, so I am growing in the acceptance of truly letting you go. Honestly, “keeping up” had nothing to do with any advancements or expansion on your end… just cycles, vices, escapism, recklessness, and being ego-driven. So, my trying to keep up with you never made sense because the reality is there was nothing I needed to keep up with on that end. I’ve outgrown those things, shedded, and still am shedding those confines. They just don’t serve me anymore, no matter how much I wish they did, so I could have you around.

What most consider freedom and fun is really a playground stationed in a prison. Being a puppet and not knowing it or even caring to know it.

Imagine wanting and choosing to be in that playground with the knowingness that it’s a ploy to keep people distracted from knowing they are really prisoners, yet because the people you love are there and they are enjoying it…. You try forcing yourself to be there with them. This choice brings forth many insecurities and even guilt from your knowingness of y’all’s differences because of that knowing and the disconnect from their reality. This, of course, comes at a hefty cost for you (awareness, growth, freedom, intuition, core frequency). But you allow yourself to suffer for the sake of “Love”… At some point, you realize you could no longer act as if being there was the ultimate state of being, even if everyone else saw it as if it were. Your soul needs… wants… desires to live. Regardless of the love you hold for them, you knew they were comfortable with living in a state of just existing.

I had no choice but to let go to finally give myself permission to fully Live in and through my existence… Not the other way around.

I went deep into a tangent, but maybe one day you will care to get it or even to get me. It would hurt if you never do, but I know I can’t force or dwell on that.

I have to allow you to exist in your life as you choose to without my interference.

For me, I could no longer be fragmented. Either you take all of me or NONE of me. I am a WHOLE Person. . . Being.’

I wrote this as I was clearing out a karmic connection I was encapsulated in for a little over half a decade. A raw piece of expression to make sense of what was coming up at the time. I know choosing to remain there went past the point of Love, but chronic self-sacrifice. It was painful to exist through… still is, but I needed to see my reflection. I had to choose myself, which was much difficult with being in a state of becoming accustomed to having my energy return home to self. That’s a subject for another post.

Although I was hesitant, I felt the need to share this. I look present to this post reaching those it is meant to. Happy Healing.

-Sunset🌻
“Do I Really Have To !?”: When The Divine Calls

September 4th, 2025

Daily writing prompt
Do you see yourself as a leader?
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For most (if not all) of my life, being a leader was a part of myself that I tried to suppress. And not that I could ever be a follower, but I had no desire to accept a truth that would further set me aside from the “crowd”. I always knew that I stood out, and yet it felt like a burden to. I couldn’t see the good that existed in not “fitting in” while simultaneously living in a world… a society that demands that of you. So, no, I didn’t want to fully embrace it, let alone honor it as a vital part of myself.

But when you have been chosen to lead in the life you live, the calls for you to rise to the occasion will never stop. In fact, they will only get louder and more frequent to the point where it becomes undeniable. The most high will make it impossible for you to live a life that rejects any aspect of your being. You’ll find yourself in spaces that will require those parts of you…Psh, I can’t even count the number of times this has happened to me…. And I know there will be many more.

Nonetheless, yes, I am seeing… most importantly, I am choosing to be a leader at this point in my life. I had no choice but to answer the call , if I truly wanted the ringing to cease.

-Sunset🌻

Tag: DivineFeminine

Introspection With A Setter: The New Way Of Sensing

The Dark Night Of The Soul Feels Like… pt.1

The Great Release: A Soliloquy From The Heart 3/13/24

“Do I Really Have To !?”: When The Divine Calls