Grief is filling every facet of life at this time.
There always seems to be something more of that something that is calling for you to mourn it.
I came into this knowing a while back that grief never truly goes away.
And all that can be done to combat it is to surrender to its natural process.
Eventually, honoring what it gives and growing into acceptance of what it ātakesā.
So how am I feeling right now? Honestly!? I am feeling like I am tired of grievingā¦.
In this context, my feeling is my knowing.
So I know I am tired of grieving, but, as insane as it might appear at timesā¦
I will continue to find reasons to trust it.
I know that ultimately grief is not in vain.
Nothing truly is.
-Sunsetš»